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Hosea Lin Soehadi, born with a silver spoon inside his mouth, was someone which always garnered everyone's attention wherever he went. "So, he's the youngest of the Soehadi, huh?" People would gossip with envy. Indeed, as the youngest of three siblings, people would expect him as someone so spoiled and full of prosperity._{Expectations don't always align with realities, though.}Born within a successful household with a strict head of family who was always having a high expectation for the oldest, deeming Hosea's brother to be perfect, Hosea himself became abandoned by his own father.Despite sharing the same blood, he was taken as a non-existent being who simply lived under the same roof as Iskandar, Hosea's father. Although Martha, Hosea's mother, gave him the love he has been deserving of, it was not enough. He needed recognition. At least, as much as his second brother who was still being reckoned of by his father._{Hosea wanted nothing more.}However, Hosea never backed down. Instead of giving up to gain his father's love and attention, Hosea tried his best. He has been claiming the top three position in his class ever since the first time he attended school. Not only smart, but also diligent. Hosea was the perfect student someone could ever be. His grade was excellent. He was active in organization. He was loved by the teachers. He was good in both academics and sports. He won competitions._{Honestly, wasn't it supposed to be enough?}Nevertheless, it was never enough. No matter how many feats he accomplished, his father would never look to his way. By the third semester of his study in Faculty of Economics and Business of Universitas Pelita Harapan, when he claimed the first prize from national competition as the sole representative from his batch, it was the last time Hosea ever talked to his father. EVER._{"Papa. I won the first place for Business Plan competition."}Nothing was heard as the response aside from, "Go. I have another business to attend to."_{The limit has been broken and Hosea went mad, so mad that he began to destruct himself.}

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Ever since he snapped, Hosea's life began to change completely. No more of a model student, he instead became the most feared student in the faculty. He began to drink alcohols more than he ever could. He started smoking, despite knowing it slowly eats his body away. He had many one night stands with various girls he met at bar. He kept skipping class for no reason. He abandoned all tasks and responsibilities as a student. It was no wonder that he was dropped out from his university._{It was not like the university served him any purposes.}Despite his mischiefs, he still managed to acquire a restaurant and bar subsidiary called Holybreasts through his connection and made money from it. He became someone independent who rarely went home and lived alone on his own. However, he still texted his mother from time to time cause she was the only one who deserved his care.After dropping out from his first university, he became a student in Management study program at Universitas Katolik Atma Jaya. Obviously, there was an intervention from his mother. Without her, he would never want to pursue education anymore. Afterwards, Hosea became quite flirty towards girls and moreover, with the ones who remind him to his mother. He always feels the needs to protect them from jerks similar to his father._{His mother, Martha, was the only light in his world.}Despite his mother's care, Hosea sill developed a strong insecurity and anxiousness. He always thought to himself that he was undeserving of love, that he wouldn't be able to belong anywhere. He needed distractions. He wanted to be FREE from things weighing on his mind this whole time.Hence, it led him to believe that inflicting wounds on his body was the only way to relieve the pain and sorrows. Anywhere on his body was full of wounds. Cuts on the wrists, bruises on his thighs, scars on his chest. However, it was always hidden beneath his clothes and façade. Nobody ever noticed his wounds, nor he would let anyone to perceive them._{He was in so much pain. So much that he wanted to die.}He destructed himself. In hope of his father would notice him someday later._{A hopeless wish, perhaps?}

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